Monday, April 26, 2010
Back here once again..
Have been quite troubled recently.
Poly has started, and i dont really like it.
The modules are hell boring, not even a lil interesting for me. Lectures are tortures. I doesnt feel good.
Good thing my friends are there.
But somehow, i really feel like collapsing at times.
Idk why uh but i really feel that im not looking foward to anything.
Life just simply sucks for me.
Theres nothing for me to work hard towards.
Not love, not studies.
Looking at couples really makes me feel envy.
I want someone, who i can love, and love me too.
I want you. But its impossible bah.
Forget it.
Also, recently discussing about some laptop issues with my dad.
Should i mention what i have in mind to him? I really dont know.
I really feel like getting that Macbook cos i believe with something i really lilke, i will take care of it and i can use it for very long.
But its expensive. I know i shouldnt be burden-ing my dad with this. So i have actually something in mind, to make a pact with him.
The money would be a LOAN to me, i would work and pay him back after Poly.
Which also signify another important thing to me.
I finally get something using my own ability.
I dont wanna always depend on them, i wanna be independent.
But i know he wouldnt agree, although i really hope he would.
Hai, troublesome issues.
Really quite stress.
I really feel useless at times.
I really feel like giving up.
Giving up at this pathetic life i have.
I hate it.
In fact, i hate myself.
Dam, i really need some time-out.
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
Should i...?
I really dk.
Its seems im starting to let go?
But at times i still think of you.
How do you feel...?
I really wanna know...
Saturday, March 6, 2010
8.30 am in the morning (: . Miracle that im up so early.
Slept at 1+ and woke up at 6 + .
Watched movie till now. Yawn im dam free :D.
Just got back from telok blangah not long.
Which i must say was really enjoying for me (: .
Slack eat shit everyday ! LOLs.
Nobody to nag me.
Even have my uncle to fetch me for supper !
OMG I LOVE THE LIFE.
HAHAHAHA.
Teevees session everyday.
And Dramas session everynight.
Totally COOL !
But my life was upside down.
Awake in the night and alseep in the day.
CRAP ! HAHAs.
Currently using laptop..
Poly just sent a letter regarding the purchase of laptop.
OMG I WANNA GET A NEW 1.
But my dad asked me to used this NOOB LITTLE LAPPY OF MY SISTER.
2ND-Hand T_T.
But nvm, be glad that i have a laptop !
hahahas. Altho others get new 1 ): .
But nvm la ~ can use can le ^^ .
Nothing much to post actually.
So gotta run ! bye~
Saturday, February 27, 2010
Sick and tired of everything.
Everything just mean nothing to me after the day.
But i told myself i will change.
So i wont give up so easily.
I believe sooner or later i can forget you.
be it 4months, 8 months, 4 yrs or even 8 yrs.
I wont give up.
I just want school to start.
Rotting everyday/working is boring.
=_=.
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
Reviving blog time ~
By the way,
Happy Chinese New Year to everybody ! :D
May you all receive as much ang pows a possible.
To enjoy my blessing, you need to contribute 20% of your angpows money to me !!
Pls pass it to me personally and your shall be bless for every year !!
LOL !!.
Yeah, being lame XD.
Nothing much happen recently, CNY was not as fun as i thought.
Last year was better.
For some reasons, this year CNY doesnt have the atmosphere i expected it to have.
Oh yah, Happy Valentines Day too !
Lets talk bout recent activity.
Reunion dinner.. Was actually suppose to be at a restaurant.
But due to the overwhelming number of customers.
We changed to a shop nearby, STEAMBOAT.
Ohmygawd, to me, its a new experience, but i dont really enjoy the meal. LOL !!
Day 1 of CNY, i didnt sleep the night before, and only fall alsp at 11am in the morning -__- . Then awhile ltr my aunt came.
Did the normal routine every year of giving the oranges and receiving ang pows.
As time went by, more of our relatives came.
Not much actually <: .
But did enjoy the crowd. :D .
Night time it was gambling time. LOLS.
But still.. was quite boring.. =_= .
End my first day by sleeping at 1am i guess -_-.
Day 2, woke up at 6am WTF !! Used the comp, have breakfast, and slept back at 10am.
Woke up at 5pm?? LOLs. Ate and my family went to the ang pow river. Didnt tag along as i find it tooooo BORING !!
Met up with Clar and had my *dinner*. Then slack at nearby void deck for awhile.
Home later at 12am and used comp since.
YAWNS, how boring can my CNY be?
Starting work at wednesday again, kinda happy i guess?
At least i got something to keep me occupied, keeping my mind off things.
Especially when the day is arriving.
2am liao ~! Think i better go bathe and get some sleep? Nobody knows what gonna happen tmr !! Bye !
Friday, February 5, 2010
Working recently.
Only reached home at about 1am each day >.> .
Hope Ck and kapo will get gd news tmr.
Cheers !
Bye~ short post <:
Saturday, January 30, 2010
Yoohooo .
Currently waiting for my brunch.
LJS 3pc chicken meal :D.
Naughty me, not feeling well still eat fried food. hehehe.
Working in the night.. $$$ .
Yawns, feeling abit restless. SIANZXZXZ AH !
Today she replied me.
Kinda happy..
Altho its only 2 words.
Thanks girl <: .
