Thursday, December 3, 2009
This post is dedicated to you.
Low Yong Quan.
My 4year buddy.
i Seriously do not know what are you thinking already kay?
We trt you as friend.
But it seems you are so paranoid.
You dont trust us much dont you?
You said we didnt bother to ask you out.
You know what?
We did.
But i think out of 10 times, there is 6 times that you said.
Your mom dont allow.
So sometimes we didnt called you out.
You said you can, if u quarrel with you mom.
Think again. Do you think we want you to quarrel with your mom?
We dont care? We do.
And.
When they meet out. Sometimes they doesnt call.
So why dont you try to contact us more? Im sure, if they are out.
You contact them, they would surely ask u out.
But no u didnt.
You said you didnt want to be like shuhao.
But are we even trting u as him?
No we didnt.
Honestly, you think we are OUTCASTING you.
But you are the one OUTCASTING yourself.
If we didnt ask u out, why dont you ask us out?
You cant expect us to initiate all the time right?
Ohkay you did asked me out for bball sessions every now and then.
But then i declined in the past, as my passion wasnt really there.
But after some time, i always play basketball with you when you asked. Didnt i?
Sometimes, we asked you out.
You would EMO cos of HER.
It really makes me feel uneasy you know.
To see you in such a state.
And whats more you dont even trust us much.
And i think i know why.
Its cos of HER again.
Cos of her, you start to lose trust in everything around you.
Including us, your pals.
You said we didnt help you when you are in trouble..
This one, i really bwg.
Your problems.
What?
Her again right?
We didnt help?
I dare to say we did.
And i can say MOST of us.
We tried to speak to you, advicing you.
But did u listen?
No u didnt.
You only ended up saying You tried but you cant.
Then u stop trying.
Ohkay, if you say u have NEW PROBLEMS.
Maybe recently.
But did u even reach out to us?
No u didnt again.
Im sure if you did.
Even if i dont, others would.
We all CARE bout you. But you dont believe us.
So how are we suppose to?
You are my 4yr friend.
I can honestly tell you.
Your temper isnt good.
I know u know it urself.
And i have told u.
But despite it, we still are your friend right?
Why dont you just give us a little of your trust?
Initiate a lil.
Im sure all will be good.
Right now, let me beg you.
Open your heart, give us your trust.
Stop enclosing yourself due to her.
Its not just her in your life.
You still have us.
Trust us.
Thats all i can say. But still, if you doubt us.
Talk to us, face to face.
Im sure everything will be fine.
I hope...
